With telling people that I care. I can’t show friends that I’m there, and I can’t seem to be that person in anyone’s life who they can depend on.
I do care. I do care if my friends cry. I do care if they’re sad, and I don’t do it because it will somehow boast my popularity. I’m awkward sometimes. I don’t know what I’m doing. I wish you’d all tell me when you’re sad, and I wish I could be a better friend.
Maybe it’s just me. Maybe it’s because I’m screwed up. Maybe it’s because I don’t even know who I am. They say you shouldn’t change for anyone but yourself, but isn’t it easier to change? To adapt to people, rather than waiting for them to fit?
I hope I can stop being that friend that everyone hates to see when they’re sad. I am serious. I do cry and feel like crap. I’m not smiling all the time, and I’m not this kind of carefree, happy person I try and turn myself into. I’m impatient, selfish, scared and spitting out crap. But I wish you’d all trust me, please?
meungsoo Asked:
I feel so terrible ._. Vigorously trying to learn the names of BAP LOL I'm desperate so I'm turning to variety shows :p
LOLOLOL Because you can only go so far with, ‘my favourite’s the blonde guy!’
I do love those jokes. :D
ASDHJDHJAH ONLY KNOW ZELO, BANG YONG GUK AND HIMCHAN SO FAILL TT^TT
My answer:Goo Goo Gaga ;)
meungsoo Asked:
OHMYGOD YOU TURNED ON ASK. (lolfinally) Yehy! (:
LOLOLOL IKR
Finally figured out how to use this FFFFF SO HARD ASKJDAHASKJ 8D
Anonymous Asked:
Chu~ tumblr or my phone won't let me log in. Anyways, YOU GAVE FIXED IT!! Proud of you JenJen! ^.^
YES I HAVE FINALLY FIXEDDD IT ASDJAHAKJDAJAS
HA. TOLD YOU IT WORKS 8D
Haha, hello!
Yup, last day of 2011. I don’t know what to say. No really. To me it’s just another day of my boring life, haha. :)
Because I’m too lazy to scan and my brother’s hogging the normal laptop, here’s a blury photo of a drawing which shows my lack of skills I did today.
‘I can wear thousands of layers, but the warmth never comes.’
Ahh winter. A season fit for Christmas and New Year but not in Australia //sobsob
I love winter. All my unreasonable amount of layers and layers and layers which I pile on is one reason
On another totally unrelated note, one of my friends came back from Thailand 5 months ago and gave me a solar powered dancing flower, as well as some small goodies. \o/
SAJDAKJDAKL SOLAR POWERED DANCING FLOWER, Y U SO COOL?!
So my whole holidays have now been consumed with friends, tumblr, eating and a dancing flower. OHMIGOSH DANCING FLOWERRRR *.*
Haha I have no life. Enjoy your holidays~!
ASHJFDLSJDKLS I LOVE YOU ALLL~~
small amount of followers - I LOVE YOU ALLL <3333
SUCH A PUNY AND UNLOVED BLOG. THANK YOU FOR DEALING WITH MY CRAP ON YOUR DASHBOARD.
THIS EXPRESSES ALL MY LOVEEE~~~
No seriously, don’t leave. I HAVE NO LOVEE~~
//foreveralone
On the other hand, my holidays have been filled with ridiculous amounts of junk food, a whole heck of fruit, Mariokart and Asian pop.
All in the presence of two sisters.
WILL I IMPROVE? NO.
(Source: staff, via kwonjo)
See Mel, I do post ;)
Something I will colour eventually LOLJKS never
TT.TT WHEN I WAS SKETCHING I FELT LIKE SUCH A PEDO DRAWING THIS
Today I was cleaning up the trash in my locker. By the end of the day, I looked like an old Granny with a hunchback, coming home with 200 kg of trash. :D
We also got our Visual Arts work back. WTH LOOKING BACK AT MY DRAWINGS IN TERM 1…IT’S MORE FAIL THAN THE CRAP I DRAW NOW. AND I DRAW TRASHLOADS OF CRAP…
Looking at my talented friends, I feel so lonerised… .__.
WHY WASN’T I GIVEN THEIR TALENTS?! *sobsob*
(via bunnypenguin-ots)